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Wednesday, June 15, 2005 Yesterday I got "him" pissed off by doing a very unreasonable act. I'm not feeling very well then I wanted to go home rest early. But "he" want to meet "his" friends to play billiard. It's because of my unwillingness to go see them play billiard then "he" send me home de. On the way when "he" send me home, "he" kept very quiet.. I know "he" is damn angry with me. That's why "he" don't want to talk to me. When I reached home, I sms "him" to apologize to "him", he kept saying," you go sleep lahx. you go sleep lahx. " I felt sooo hurt... So upset.. I know "he" is gone again this time round. I used to love "him" alot. Then when I realised "he" really lovr "her" alot, I decide to let go of "him" and the hopes of being together with "him". But miracles happened.. Not really miracles.. Perhaps dream is a better word to describe. Why I say dream is a better word to describe? Because "he" come fast and "he" is gone fast. Just like dreams. You dream of it and when you open your eyes, it's gone.. When I had make a firm decision to get over "him", "he" told me "he" have got some feelings back for me. I think "he" is just joking. I guess "he" don't really mean it that way de. At that time, "his" friends also talked to me and asked me not to give up on "him" yet. But now.. It's different liao... I guess is "he" the one giving up hopes liao le. "His" friendster no long carrys our photos liao and the way "he" talks to me today kinda hintz me that "he" is gone... "His feelings are no longer there le.. I guess I am right bahz. Perhaps it's time for me to really let go of "him" and move on le. I can't be forever stuck at "him" de. One day "he" sure will find "his" the other half de lahx. And that person sure not me de. Because if "he" still have got the same amount of feelings toward me, "he" will hintz or say to me de. But I just don't seems to see it this few days lehz. Maybe our distance have started to slowly drift away liao bahz. "He" is soo near to me.. But yet so far away from me.. What is "he" thinking? Do people really mean it when they say we are of a destined couple? I wish "he" can be here by my side now and secure me with "his" words that "his" feelins are still there deeply for me. Tells me that I meant alot to "him" and that "he" needs me. Bbbuuuttt.. I know it's impossible! "He" enjoying "himself" now in "his" friends' accompaniment. Guess I think too much le. Thinking too much of unnecessary things is my toopid bad habit. And that's what "he" don't like about me. Aiya.. Must wait until when then the problems between us can be solved? Can we really be together de mahz? I kind of suspect liao... 1:56 PM |
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